Hmm..I'm quite pleased with myself.
Managed to somehow get dressed and get into work. It's amazing how being busy and having to deal with students problems. Kept me from ripping the skin off my neck. Though it would be hard with no nails. They are now so short they are tender. I thought 'oh if there sore it will hurt to push in and try to scratch.' But oh no the itching is relentless. It overrides and logical thinking. It is all consuming.
Any way. I'm in work.
There are, I admit a few times I rub my sides. The itch unbearable. But on the whole it's okay. I mean I'm burning like sore and stiff, but it's ok.
Noticed as soon as I got stressed I started scratching, like really going for it. Luckily a friend managed to softly say 'stop scratching' & I did shamefully.
I can't even imagine what it's doing to my skin to scratch over rawness like that?
Took a antihistamines this morning. I don't have much faith in them. But I think today i felt it work (or maybe hoped like a placebo) any way it's one a day.
But I was very very itchy by 6pm so popped another. Yep...resulted to drugs lol
I feel itchy at the moment but not that rip your self to pieces itch...more...The I need to scratch but am resisting Itch.
Every day is a day closer to the hospital and how fully a cream or tablet to stop the pain
Also going to look at diet.
Plus I have to admit. Only drank half a bottle of water over 2 days!
Setting haw bone to vibrate every half hour to remind me to drink.
Photos don't show the redness or raised. But it's block raised.
One of torso fills whole side now.
Neck & chest
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