Last night was the worse night for some time. I was awake most of the time.
Usually a itch works like this.
Itch - scratch - relief
And at the moment and last night
Itch- scratch- still very itchy.
I am in a constant state of itch.
You've all had a itch. There impossible to ignore. Well imagine that on most of your body. Constant. That's where I am today.
I feel like my skin is tingling. It's unpleasant, painful.
Not sure what triggered it
I think wearing a nylon type suit jacket is not helping at work.it rests around shoulders and neck exactly where raah is.
Lots of likes were yesterday like....'Ooo your necks red'.. sigh
Hospital Wednesday. At this moment I want it now. I can't cope. Just lying here writing this and my chest and shoulders and neck feel like there on fire.
Hot so so so itchy and painful.
AND I have to get up and go to work !!!
Feeling quite down today. Lack of sleep. Constant stimulate from skin.
It's only January. Can u even imagine what my skin will be like when sun uv gets near it.
I feel so down. I have filed nails away but still manage to push hard enough to scratch. I wonder if my skin would be bleeding if I had nails ?
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